Tomorrow is my last day with my students and then I have to go on Monday June 1st and then,,, SUMMER VACATION! YEAH!!! So, we have just been doing the same ol' things... Boys go to daycare (they were done with school last Thursday), Cory and I go to work and then we come home, after a quick workout. All three boys stay outside until almost dark. Cory has been busy planting and watering grass seed and now he is starting to plant 20 little trees! I have just been crazy busy with work and of coarse I found time, last night to go to a candle and chocolate party,,, yes, after I worked out!!! (yeah for spinning class! I LOVE IT!)
This weekend we plan to get family photos taken with my brother's family and then we will try out the new water park!! :) Next week the two little boys and I will be headed to CO and Cheytown to visit friends! We are really looking forward to seeing the Frenchies and meeting new baby Addi!
HUGS and loves to you all, stay in touch and DO COME VISIT WHEN YOU CAN!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Thoughts on Prejudice,,, Christian's being intolerant
For almost two months now I’ve really been thinking a great deal about being prejudice and intolerant, specifically towards those who aren’t Christians and don’t believe in worshiping Jesus the way I do. I’ve had bouts of negative thoughts towards others and their choices. Subsequently, I started to think I was turning into one of “THOSE Christians!” Ya know the ones who give us a bad name because they are so pushy with their religion and don’t share the truth with love. I know there are people out there who are very unloving because they believe their Christian believes are the only way! Okay, there I go again,,, being judgmental of my “own kind” now!!
This all started when I tried to talk my very good friend, Tom into coming to the Harvest Crusade. Of course he told me no way but then we sprung into this weird, two hour, heated discussion about God, Jesus, religion, Heaven and you name it! What was so ironic, is here I was trying to TEACH him about Jesus’ love and how easy it is to accept Christ and get that ticket to heaven. Meanwhile, he was certain he was going to teach me a grand lesson in not being judgmental towards people of other religions. Okay, so here’s where I quote the bible, John 3:16 “For God so loved the world he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him, shall not parish but have eternal live.” I thought that was about as clear as I could make it but no such luck.
Tom and I continued to go rounds and rounds. I said the Buddhist and atheists and even the Jews do not believe in Jesus. So, with the bible as my backup, I am not judging them, I am simply saying, the bible says they will not go to heaven. BUT, how does one help non-believers believe you, as a mere mortal human, are not judging anyone. God has already done that!? Finally, Tom and I agreed to disagree and love each other despite our differences. Nevertheless, I can’t help but feel this caused a little rift in our friendship!
This next scenario has it’s own uniqueness that has been challenging me to get this conditional love and judging thing figured out once and for all! In brief, about five years ago my dad made some choices that have caused turmoil in our family, by having an intimate relationship with his brother’s wife. (An added note: I do not allow the boys to be with my dad when he is with my ex-aunt.) My dad is not a Christian and does not believe he needs to have a relationship with God or Jesus. He believes when he dies he just goes to sleep forever. As a result, the impact of his choices really means nothing to him. Although, the bible tells us God has created each of us to hold guilt in our hearts when we are doing wrong. This is so sad for me to know that he must feel guilt and shame because he isn’t ready to ask God for forgiveness. Someone once asked me, “Well, what would you do if they accepted Christ, would you forgive them and spend time with them?” Good question; I think I better answer that later!
So, thinking about my friend Tom and my own dad I started to pray to God to ask for help in figuring this out. I wanted to know if I should be convicted of loving non-Christians conditionally. As I went on about my daily life, God started to speak to me through several different avenues. At first it was subtle, like a guy on the radio talking about this subject. Next, it was Wally, my favorite Christian DJ, “went off” on the topic of Christians not loving others because they are different. Then I started hearing it clearer. One night, as I was halfheartedly trying to finish reading my book, Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller, I had a mini epiphany. Miller explained how Christian’s love is conditional. He goes on to say there are too many generalizations and Christians think they are always RIGHT and look down on everyone else. For example, Miller lived with a group of un-churched hippies in the woods for two months. What perfect little Christian do you know who would go live with these, dirty, sinful, heathen hippies? I don’t know anyone who would do this, except for maybe Pastor Bill, but then he probably wouldn’t have a job when he came home! Anyway, what came out of Miller’s stay with the hippy group is a unique outlook on life where Miller felt like he wanted to LOVE EVERYONE… the atheist, the homosexuals, the democrats and even the liberal hippies! This sounds like tolerance you say? Yes, and what church group would have tolerance for these types of people? I honestly, thought I had tolerance for all types of people, meaning I “could tolerate them” at least for a little bit. Here’s what’s sad, what I am truly saying is, I don’t think I could do like Miller and live with them for two months!
Next, Donald goes on to say, as much as he wanted to love and tolerate non-Christians he felt like he was so much accepting of their choices that he was betraying God. Subsequently, how can we support that person who says they are on the sin wagon and proud of it, without throwing out the truth of Scripture and our faithfulness to God? I think this is where many people, my husband included, will do whatever it takes to turn a blind eye and forget God’s commandment to share our faith! I do not want to love conditionally but I know subconsciously I do!
Ya know, when I was a baby Christian I knew I needed and wanted to find more Christian friends and hang around them. I needed their goodness and knowledge of God to rub off on me! I didn’t need any “bad influences” at that time in my life! So, my motto was, “Out with the old and in with the new!” However, as my faith in Christ has matured I am ready to spread my wings and spend time with non-believers. (It wouldn’t be my will but if it were God’s will that I must go spend two months with hippies in the woods, I’d have to do it!)
Now, here’s my last catch. Last week as I was sitting amongst my students watching the Israeli band sing their traditional songs I thought to myself, ‘Ah, I need to love these people! And I should NOT judge them’
and then I thought, “Ah, I have to accept they don’t know Jesus, as they stated they were Jewish, and I still love them anyway.’
And then I thought, ‘Well, yes, I will love them BUT, if they just knew Jesus, their life would be so much better!!!’
HUM, as I ponder what I just wrote, I think of what I heard Jeremy Camp, a great Christian singer say during a radio interview, only a week ago. Camp said, “You Christians must LOVE WITH TRUTH!” In a round about way, this is how Donald Miller ended his chapter about love. They both said if you love without the truth (meaning the truth of God’s word) you are just a wishy-washy Christian. And if you share the Truth without love, NO ONE will listen to you! TRUTH and LOVE go hand in hand!
I will continue to LOVE my dad, Tom and others who are blatantly denying Jesus and I will continue to share the Truth in a loving way.
I will also remember it is God’s job to bring the people to Him and I am only a vessel to be used by Him.
This all started when I tried to talk my very good friend, Tom into coming to the Harvest Crusade. Of course he told me no way but then we sprung into this weird, two hour, heated discussion about God, Jesus, religion, Heaven and you name it! What was so ironic, is here I was trying to TEACH him about Jesus’ love and how easy it is to accept Christ and get that ticket to heaven. Meanwhile, he was certain he was going to teach me a grand lesson in not being judgmental towards people of other religions. Okay, so here’s where I quote the bible, John 3:16 “For God so loved the world he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him, shall not parish but have eternal live.” I thought that was about as clear as I could make it but no such luck.
Tom and I continued to go rounds and rounds. I said the Buddhist and atheists and even the Jews do not believe in Jesus. So, with the bible as my backup, I am not judging them, I am simply saying, the bible says they will not go to heaven. BUT, how does one help non-believers believe you, as a mere mortal human, are not judging anyone. God has already done that!? Finally, Tom and I agreed to disagree and love each other despite our differences. Nevertheless, I can’t help but feel this caused a little rift in our friendship!
This next scenario has it’s own uniqueness that has been challenging me to get this conditional love and judging thing figured out once and for all! In brief, about five years ago my dad made some choices that have caused turmoil in our family, by having an intimate relationship with his brother’s wife. (An added note: I do not allow the boys to be with my dad when he is with my ex-aunt.) My dad is not a Christian and does not believe he needs to have a relationship with God or Jesus. He believes when he dies he just goes to sleep forever. As a result, the impact of his choices really means nothing to him. Although, the bible tells us God has created each of us to hold guilt in our hearts when we are doing wrong. This is so sad for me to know that he must feel guilt and shame because he isn’t ready to ask God for forgiveness. Someone once asked me, “Well, what would you do if they accepted Christ, would you forgive them and spend time with them?” Good question; I think I better answer that later!
So, thinking about my friend Tom and my own dad I started to pray to God to ask for help in figuring this out. I wanted to know if I should be convicted of loving non-Christians conditionally. As I went on about my daily life, God started to speak to me through several different avenues. At first it was subtle, like a guy on the radio talking about this subject. Next, it was Wally, my favorite Christian DJ, “went off” on the topic of Christians not loving others because they are different. Then I started hearing it clearer. One night, as I was halfheartedly trying to finish reading my book, Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller, I had a mini epiphany. Miller explained how Christian’s love is conditional. He goes on to say there are too many generalizations and Christians think they are always RIGHT and look down on everyone else. For example, Miller lived with a group of un-churched hippies in the woods for two months. What perfect little Christian do you know who would go live with these, dirty, sinful, heathen hippies? I don’t know anyone who would do this, except for maybe Pastor Bill, but then he probably wouldn’t have a job when he came home! Anyway, what came out of Miller’s stay with the hippy group is a unique outlook on life where Miller felt like he wanted to LOVE EVERYONE… the atheist, the homosexuals, the democrats and even the liberal hippies! This sounds like tolerance you say? Yes, and what church group would have tolerance for these types of people? I honestly, thought I had tolerance for all types of people, meaning I “could tolerate them” at least for a little bit. Here’s what’s sad, what I am truly saying is, I don’t think I could do like Miller and live with them for two months!
Next, Donald goes on to say, as much as he wanted to love and tolerate non-Christians he felt like he was so much accepting of their choices that he was betraying God. Subsequently, how can we support that person who says they are on the sin wagon and proud of it, without throwing out the truth of Scripture and our faithfulness to God? I think this is where many people, my husband included, will do whatever it takes to turn a blind eye and forget God’s commandment to share our faith! I do not want to love conditionally but I know subconsciously I do!
Ya know, when I was a baby Christian I knew I needed and wanted to find more Christian friends and hang around them. I needed their goodness and knowledge of God to rub off on me! I didn’t need any “bad influences” at that time in my life! So, my motto was, “Out with the old and in with the new!” However, as my faith in Christ has matured I am ready to spread my wings and spend time with non-believers. (It wouldn’t be my will but if it were God’s will that I must go spend two months with hippies in the woods, I’d have to do it!)
Now, here’s my last catch. Last week as I was sitting amongst my students watching the Israeli band sing their traditional songs I thought to myself, ‘Ah, I need to love these people! And I should NOT judge them’
and then I thought, “Ah, I have to accept they don’t know Jesus, as they stated they were Jewish, and I still love them anyway.’
And then I thought, ‘Well, yes, I will love them BUT, if they just knew Jesus, their life would be so much better!!!’
HUM, as I ponder what I just wrote, I think of what I heard Jeremy Camp, a great Christian singer say during a radio interview, only a week ago. Camp said, “You Christians must LOVE WITH TRUTH!” In a round about way, this is how Donald Miller ended his chapter about love. They both said if you love without the truth (meaning the truth of God’s word) you are just a wishy-washy Christian. And if you share the Truth without love, NO ONE will listen to you! TRUTH and LOVE go hand in hand!
I will continue to LOVE my dad, Tom and others who are blatantly denying Jesus and I will continue to share the Truth in a loving way.
I will also remember it is God’s job to bring the people to Him and I am only a vessel to be used by Him.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
trying not to be negative
Okay, I really am going to try to "act happy" this week for my husband's sake! BUT, here is the negative or should I say the TRUTHS! I have plantar fasciitis, which is pain in my heal... worse in the morning when I get out of bed! It is a stress injury and needs lots of rest, ice and time! Darn, I was just getting back on track to workout,,, and pushing myself a little more! It started Sunday morning and is just getting worse by today (Tues).
ALSO, my sweet, old, gray 13 year old puppy is starting to have seizures (or maybe mini strokes.) She gets wobbly and then falls over, gets stiff legged and starts breathing really hard! It lasts only ten seconds but it is NOT pleasant to watch! As soon as it passes she seems fine. Just a few days ago she was out running around outside, acting happy as a looney old lady! So, I really don't know when I will "put her down." I am just not ready because she doesn't seem like she is suffering. This is the first time I've EVER had to deal with putting down an animal. My parents took care of my old dog and my old horse because, lucky for me I wasn't around at the time! I just don't know what to do! When is the right time? I really would like her to go in her sleep at night! I don't want to watch my old girl, who I've had since she was 8 weeks old, suffer and I just don't think I can "take her life" at least not yet!
AH yes,,, God's word tells me:
Do not worry about anything but in everything be in prayer and petition,,,
GOOD NIGHT! I need sleep to be positive,,, despite the above I will do my best!
ALSO, my sweet, old, gray 13 year old puppy is starting to have seizures (or maybe mini strokes.) She gets wobbly and then falls over, gets stiff legged and starts breathing really hard! It lasts only ten seconds but it is NOT pleasant to watch! As soon as it passes she seems fine. Just a few days ago she was out running around outside, acting happy as a looney old lady! So, I really don't know when I will "put her down." I am just not ready because she doesn't seem like she is suffering. This is the first time I've EVER had to deal with putting down an animal. My parents took care of my old dog and my old horse because, lucky for me I wasn't around at the time! I just don't know what to do! When is the right time? I really would like her to go in her sleep at night! I don't want to watch my old girl, who I've had since she was 8 weeks old, suffer and I just don't think I can "take her life" at least not yet!
AH yes,,, God's word tells me:
Do not worry about anything but in everything be in prayer and petition,,,
GOOD NIGHT! I need sleep to be positive,,, despite the above I will do my best!
Monday, April 27, 2009
Good news for Stellan,,,
He gets to go home and see the rest of his family! He was discharged today as the medicine he is on is keeping his SVT at bay! I am so, so happy for them! I know MckMama is overjoyed,,, my goodness, who wouldn't be! They get to be a family of (of 6) again after 5 weeks of hospitalization!
CONGRATS STELLAN! and lets keep praying that his SVT stays AWAY and he doesn't get into toxic levels with the medicine!
Praise be to GOD!
CONGRATS STELLAN! and lets keep praying that his SVT stays AWAY and he doesn't get into toxic levels with the medicine!
Praise be to GOD!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Do you worry?
How much do you worry? I worry about little things and then other days I don't worry about some things I should!
We hear in Matthew 6:24-34 the words of Jesus saying not to worry. It is almost like Jesus is making fun of us, by saying if we worry we have little faith. Won't God take care of us? He takes care of the birds and the flowers in the field and aren't we more important!?
This was the helpful lecture we heard at church today. It was said, and I can agree from experience, "what you are most devoted to, is what you will worry about and what you worry about is what you are most devoted to!" Well, isn't that a no brainer. Like MckMama assumingly worries about her son, Stellan! Of coarse she is devoted and worried,,, he is her SON! It is so natural to play out all the scenarios and the "what ifs" and let your concern turn into full fledged worry!
As Pastor Mark put it today,,, Jesus says the solution to worry is to redirect your devotion. Does that mean Mckmama should not be devoted to her son! NO, Jesus is actually saying don't worry because God's Will is going to be done on Earth as it is in Heaven but He's NOT saying, Don't care! Do care, do all that you can to help yourself or the situation! God will be pleased with your hard work.
Isn't it so great to know, as a believer in Christ, that we are so blessed, no matter how bad it gets! God loves you and wants all the best for you! He doesn't seek out to hurt you but rather care for you, seeing that all your needs are met.
We hear in Matthew 6:24-34 the words of Jesus saying not to worry. It is almost like Jesus is making fun of us, by saying if we worry we have little faith. Won't God take care of us? He takes care of the birds and the flowers in the field and aren't we more important!?
This was the helpful lecture we heard at church today. It was said, and I can agree from experience, "what you are most devoted to, is what you will worry about and what you worry about is what you are most devoted to!" Well, isn't that a no brainer. Like MckMama assumingly worries about her son, Stellan! Of coarse she is devoted and worried,,, he is her SON! It is so natural to play out all the scenarios and the "what ifs" and let your concern turn into full fledged worry!
As Pastor Mark put it today,,, Jesus says the solution to worry is to redirect your devotion. Does that mean Mckmama should not be devoted to her son! NO, Jesus is actually saying don't worry because God's Will is going to be done on Earth as it is in Heaven but He's NOT saying, Don't care! Do care, do all that you can to help yourself or the situation! God will be pleased with your hard work.
Isn't it so great to know, as a believer in Christ, that we are so blessed, no matter how bad it gets! God loves you and wants all the best for you! He doesn't seek out to hurt you but rather care for you, seeing that all your needs are met.
"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness
and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow
for tomorrow will worry about itself..."
Matthew 6:33-34
So, I think I know what MckMama worries about,,, Stellan and her other three children and husband back home! BUT, what do you worry about?
here is my guess for our family...
ME- (ah, this could be a long list, but remember I said, sometimes I don't worry enough! (I should be worried about getting enough sleep but I guess I am not!)
I need two categories-
Things I SHOULD be worried about:
*worshiping the Lord, reading my bible and being more pleasing to God in everything I do! getting stuff done at work: grades entered, Parent/teacher conferences, curr. maps, you name it, I got a lot to do!
*getting enough sleep
*keep from getting sick
Things I AM worried about:
*selling the camper
*having enough money to do the things we want to do
*how I will handle things if our money gets tighter
*my boys health and safety, who doesn't worry about their children, HEY MOM, does that ever get better? You don't still worry about me do you!?
*People I would LOVE to see get saved by accepting Jesus, number 1. My dad!
*My own health- sometimes I worry if I were to die soon and sudden, my poor boys would have the awful story of how they lost their dad and mom, while they were still in elementary school!
*Cory, at his job, especially when he is gone, out town on a fire or burning!
* Sadie, my old dog, who is getting old and sick
Cory worries about- cleanliness, following guidelines, eating, working out, being on time, work related things,
(I honestly don't know what else he worries about, I guess we don't have good "worry" communication!)
Jett worries about-dinosaurs, wild animals, playing outside, watching animal shows on Nat Geo or Animal Planet, getting to do what he wants, eating- specially snacks and as "tough" as he seems I know deep down he has a soft side that worries about his family.
Oakley- he worries about getting what he wants= the answers, the toy, the food, the gum and everything else he "wants" I also know he sometimes worries about mommy (he is my mama's boy!) And honestly I don't think he worries about anything else. He is pretty laid back and doesn't yet know he is "supposed" to worry! Which is good to a point!
So, tell me, what do you worry about?
Friday, April 24, 2009
I am so exhausted but just not going to sleep before 11 every night!
I have been following Stellan's story (the super cute, little baby with a racing heart!) through his mom, MckMama's blog and twitters (texts to my cell phone!) I have greatly enjoyed reading about and praying for Stellan and his family but I am starting to think it is getting to be "too much" for me! I mean, seriously, I don't even know this lady! I feel like I am on the roller coaster with her. I DO LOVE reading her blogs! That woman is TALENTED! She can write and take pictures like no other! She shares her love and faith for the Lord in every blog and it can be so encouraging. However, I think for my sanity I need to take a break! I am going to say, NO COMPUTER for the rest of the weekend! Oh that sounds torturous so maybe I will just shoot for Sat!
meanwhile,
I haven't really done anything on my "to do" list!
OH, the last one,,,,
GO TO BED! I THINK
I can do that right now,,, as I am litereally falling asleep!
I have been following Stellan's story (the super cute, little baby with a racing heart!) through his mom, MckMama's blog and twitters (texts to my cell phone!) I have greatly enjoyed reading about and praying for Stellan and his family but I am starting to think it is getting to be "too much" for me! I mean, seriously, I don't even know this lady! I feel like I am on the roller coaster with her. I DO LOVE reading her blogs! That woman is TALENTED! She can write and take pictures like no other! She shares her love and faith for the Lord in every blog and it can be so encouraging. However, I think for my sanity I need to take a break! I am going to say, NO COMPUTER for the rest of the weekend! Oh that sounds torturous so maybe I will just shoot for Sat!
meanwhile,
I haven't really done anything on my "to do" list!
OH, the last one,,,,
GO TO BED! I THINK
I can do that right now,,, as I am litereally falling asleep!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Bitter sweet!!
Today was my VERY last Body Shop (at Home) party! I know this my opportunity to SLOW down but it will just take some time getting use to since I have been selling the Body Shop for over 5 years! I do think God has other plans for the little things in my life and he is teaching me to "go with the flow!"
HUM,,, Goals!
Summer plans???
Here's what I think,
HUM,,, Goals!
Summer plans???
Here's what I think,
- I think I should focus on selling my camper!
- I should get outside and put some sweat labor into my "yard"
- I should brainstorm something NICE for my neighbors,,, specially the girls who always babysit for me, even last minute. The girls are a Godsend!
- I should get my curriculum map done at work and speaking of *important things* I need to get my horse trailer licenced!
- I should buy hog panels, build some little pens and get a pygmy goat! (Maybe Jett can show her in 4-H!) and someday I want chickens, ducks and maybe a rabbit or two!
- I should have a scrapbooking "girls night!" ASAP!
- I should go to Ft Collins to visit the Frenchies! ASAP!
- I should take my boys and husband to Yellowstone National Park in June!
- I should do something special for my husband when he gets home from MT (late anniversary thing!) Even though I just did a "No kid, home candlelit dinner" last Monday!
- I should finish Blue Like Jazz and give it back to Wendy!
- I should go to Sheridan to visit Amy ASAP!
- I should work at one of the Rec Centers this summer to get paid to workout!
- I SHOULD GO TO BED!
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